Saturday, December 10, 2011

The Christmas Season

An Advent Prayer
by Henri Nouwen

Lord Jesus,


Master of both the light and the darkness,

send your Holy Spirit upon our preparations for Christmas.


We who have so much to do,

seek quiet spaces to hear your voice each day.


We who are anxious over many things,

look forward to your coming among us.

We who are blessed in so many ways,

long for the complete joy of your kingdom.


We whose hearts are heavy,

seek the joy of your presence.


We are your people,

walking in darkness, yet seeking light.


To you we say,

Come Lord Jesus….


Amen

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Young Life Camp

Pitt County Young Life has ventured to SharpTop Cove this week, a beautiful Young Life camp nestled in the mtns of Jasper, Georgia. I have had the privilege of taking my high school friends there on two separate occasions. Although I am sad that I cannot be there this summer, I have been thrilled this summer to be on opposite end and faithfully praying for all of my sweet friends who are doing the Lord's work this summer either at Young Life camps, some other camps, or various missions trips. My friends have been blessed with some amazing opportunities! Each week my inbox has been filled with people giving updates and asking for prayers at camp and have found it such a JOY to be able to think of them and pray that the Lord would do a great work this summer. This whole rant came about because I was looking at a blog for YL leaders that had just posted about life at and after camp. They made me smile. I know you other YL leaders out there will smile when you read these, too:

“Your voice is gone because you screamed too much and had way too much fun.”

“You won't go anywhere without a Nalgene filled with ice water, a bandana, and your dog-eared bible.”

"Half of your clothes are missing because all of your kids borrowed them."

"You have a horrible 1-piece tan line after Pool Olympics."

"You drink coffee at leader meeting every NIGHT."

"The skit characters' one-liners end up in your daily conversation for weeks after you return."

"You wash your hair 3 times after Western night, but still wake up with flour from the carnival caked in your hair the next morning."

"You feel the wind in the clubroom from all the highschoolers standing up for Say-So."

"You have bruises in places you never knew you had until after the obstacles course"

“You can't start your day without Honey Nut Scooters and CoCo Roos.”

“Everything you own is somewhere between damp and soaking wet.”

“The first three minutes of your fifteen minutes of silence is spent trying to get that new Bieber song out of your head.”

“You get tendinitis in your elbow from those 27 holes of Frisbee golf you're playing each day.”

“You don't bother washing your feet in the shower, since the shower is actually a swamp puddle of mud, hair, and wet clothing.”

“You're wearing a braided bandana on your wrist from the craft cabin.“

“You begin expecting dessert at every meal...and wondering why your pants won't button by day 4.”

“The camp speaker doesn't walk out of club after his talk. No, he crowd surfs.”

“You realize there's over $10,000 worth of Chacos on property.”



“I tell you the truth, whoever hears my word and believes Him who sent me has eternal life and will not be condemned; he has crossed over from DEATH to LIFE.”
-John 5:24

Sunday, February 20, 2011

L.o.v.e.

This is a little belated for Valentine's Day, but I'd like to share a poem I found in a church bathroom once. Funny, I know. I liked it so much I wrote it all down. We can all use a little more love in our lives. Sometimes I wonder, "What would it look like if I learned to really love?" I think the result would be pretty radical.

Love is giving with no thought of getting.
It is tenderness enfolding with strength to protect.
It is forgiveness without further thought of the thing given.
It is understanding the thing forgiven.
It is the understanding of human weakness with the knowledge of
the true man shining through.
It is quiet in the midst of turmoil.
It is trust in God with no thought of self.
It is the one altogether lovely, the light in the mother's eyes,
the glory in the sacrifice, the quiet assurance of protection.

It is the expectation of our Father's promise coming true.
It is the refusal to see anything but good in our fellow man.
It is the glory that comes with selflessness and the power that comes with
assurance of the Father's love for His children.
It is the voice that says "no" to our brother, though "yes"
might be more easily said.
It is the resistance to the world's lust and greed, thus becoming a positive
love of annihilation to error.

Love is the one thing no one can take from us,
The one thing we can give constantly and become
increasingly rich in the giving.
Love can take no offense, for it cannot know that which it does not
of itself conceive.
It cannot hurt or be hurt, for it is the purest reflection of God's good.
It is the one eternal, indestructible force for good.
It is the will of God: preparing, planning, proposing always
what is best for all His universe.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

2011

So, I'm just a tad behind on starting off the new year of blogging...or really keeping up with it in general. Regardless, it has been a sweet season and I'm thoroughly enjoying my life and where I am right now. Work at the PT clinic and Starbucks, Young Life, great friends, and family are all such great blessings! I'm entering a busy month full of travels and DPT interviews hoping to get into grad school somewhere. If there is anything I have learned in my year after college it is that the Lord is faithful. I'm excited to see where this new year will bring!

It's already February but I'll share a few of my resolutions. Better late than never, right?:

*Run my 3rd half marathon
*Run a FULL marathon!
*Re-adapt a healthy diet
*Expand my cooking abilities
*Read Mere Christianity
*Re-read Knowing God
*Keep up with far-away friends (especially Baird, Kate, & Lacey)
*Learn more Spanish through the Rosetta Stone
*Get into PT school!!
*Start sketching again
*Prepare YL girls as the get ready for college
*Take campaigners girls on service project
*Solitude 1x/month
*Get a professional massage
*Go to Little Washington
*Visit Jockeys Ridge/Cape Hatteras
*Road trip to Wilmington to see Katie
*Road trip to ski (next weekend @ Wintergreen...so excited!)


"Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed."
-Proverbs 16:3

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Snooze

Anyone who knows me well knows that I am not a morning person. I'm actually pretty cranky before my morning cup of coffee. So, this week I made a new goal. Step one to becoming more of a morning person: to get up when my alarm rings the first time. That way I can have a more leisurely morning instead of rushing like I usually do. Several people have told me that putting goals in writing makes the more solid and attainable, so here is my attempt to do so.

So, yesterday I placed my phone alarm across the room so when I got up, I wouldn't snooze. And my morning went smoothly without my usual rushing because I'd rather get a few minutes more sleep.

Then today came along and I overslept and was 30 minutes late to work. I'd say I'm not doing to well with this idea of being a morning person. Third time is a charm? So, onto new exciting adventures as a morning person. We'll see how long this lasts...

Monday, July 26, 2010

The Necklace

One of our sweet committee ladies emailed out this story. I've read it before, but it's absolutely precious and I thought someone else might enjoy it as well. So here you go...


The necklace

The cheerful little girl with bouncy golden curls was almost five. Waiting with her mother at the checkout stand, she saw them, a circle of glistening white pearls in a pink foil box.

"Oh mommy please, Mommy.. Can I have them? Please, Mommy, please?"

Quickly the mother checked the back of the little foil box and then looked back into the pleading blue eyes of her little girl's upturned face.

"A dollar ninety-five. That's almost $2.00. If you really want them, I'll think of some extra chores for you and in no time you can save enough money to buy them for yourself. Your birthday's only a week away and you might get another crisp dollar bill from Grandma."

As soon as Jenny got home, she emptied her penny bank and counted out 17 pennies. After dinner, she did more than her share of chores and she went to the neighbor and asked Mrs. McJames if she could pick dandelions for ten cents. On her birthday, Grandma did give her another new dollar bill and at last she had enough money to buy the necklace.

Jenny loved her pearls. They made her feel dressed up and grown up. She wore them everywhere, Sunday school, kindergarten, even to bed. The only time she took them off was when she went swimming or had a bubble bath. Mother said if they got wet, they might turn her neck green.

Jenny had a very loving daddy and every night when she was ready for bed, he would stop whatever he was doing and come upstairs to read her a story. One night as he finished the story, he asked Jenny , "Do you love me?"

"Oh yes, daddy. You know that I love you."

"Then give me your pearls."
"Oh, daddy, not my pearls. But you can have Princess, the white horse from my collection , the one with the pink tail. Remember, daddy? The one you gave me. She's my very favorite."

"That's okay, Honey, daddy loves you. Good night." And he brushed her cheek with a kiss.

About a week later, after the story time, Jenny 's daddy asked again, "Do you love me?"

"Daddy, you know I love you."

"Then give me your pearls."
"Oh Daddy, not my pearls. But you can have my baby doll.. The brand new one I got for my birthday. She is beautiful and you can have the yellow blanket that matches her sleeper."

"That's okay. Sleep well. God bless you, little one. Daddy loves you."

And as always, he brushed her cheek with a gentle kiss.

A few nights later when her daddy came in, Jenny was sitting on her bed with her legs crossed Indian style.

As he came close, he noticed her chin was trembling and one silent tear rolled down her cheek.
" What is it, Jenny ? What 's the matter?"

Jenny didn't say anything but lifted her little hand up to her daddy. And when she opened it, there was her little pearl necklace. With a little quiver, she finally said, "Here, daddy; this is for you."

With tears gathering in his own eyes, Jenny's daddy reached out with one hand to take the dime store necklace, and with the other hand he reached into his pocket and pulled out a blue velvet case with a strand of genuine pearls and gave them to Jenny ...

He had them all the time. He was just waiting for her to give up the dime-store stuff so he could give her the genuine treasure. So it is, with our Heavenly Father. He is waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that he can give us beautiful treasures.


God will never take away something without giving you something better in its place.



Friday, July 23, 2010

Guy Watkins

Read this article:
http://reflector.com/news/pcmh-honors-great-guy-and-most-excellent-volunteer-42317

I had the honor of knowing this man for a short period. I didn't even realize half of how incredible he really was. And a large part of that was because of his humility. He always put other people before his own needs.

To imagine giving my life away to others, a pure act of selflessness on all accounts--that would be radical. Guy was radical. Am I capable of such things? I wonder.

I smile to think about Guy in his sweet smile, red-vest, and ever-present voluteer badge and think about how his life, his story, has so eloquently touched mine.


"Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love."
~Ephesians 4:2